I'll be starting my senior year of High school this year! O_O. It's a scary thought. Only one more year and then It'll be time for me to "tackle" the "real world". One more year and then I'll be at bootcamp. One more year and then I leave the safety of my parents home. Can you believe that?! I am completely terrified! Sure I seem like It's all cool, and I'm totally ready for the "real world",but I'm not I mean my family is the only thing I've ever truly honestly known, My parents and my siblings. I've only ever spent one summer away from them and I was with my grandpa, but I made sure I called my family EVERY single night just so I can here there voice and know they're still there, and now they want me to go out ON MY OWN and "find my place in the word". I chose to start that search with the Army, Now how stupid was that?, But the thing is.. My family isn't exactly "made of money" so how else am I going to pay for college. Apply and see if I qualify for a loan?! hmm I could try that, but then I would be taking the easy way out, Because although I AM completely terrified, and I'm going to miss my family more than anyone could ever imagine, I want an adventure. I want to "tackle" the "real world". I want to be and do everything I can. I want to make (even the most insignificant) change in the world. Someday I want to look back on my life and think... "I have a great life...". But in order to do that, I have to finish High School, and that is truly what makes Senior year so scary. It's the one thing standing between us and our chances to change the world. It's the only thing in our way of becoming something great. It's the only thing.... that holds us back. and I'm ready to go forward. So here's to senior year the last step into the "real world" May you pass by with many good memories to help me survive the "real world"
until next time
Zima♥
